i wish...

i wish i could blog more. i wish i was better at keeping up with it. i wish i could write about what happened when it happens. i thought i made a post about all time low back in june last year and it turns out i was wrong. i never finished my sydney post either, or the one for when i went to queensland. it took me a week to write my post on hey hey. i never did my post about being on the 7pm project. its over a week later so i can't write about boys likes girls. i cant write about christmas in july that was weeks ago. i cant write about seeing eclipse it's too late for that. i think though i'll try to do better. take notes at things if i have to. write posts that night or the next day. i have to be better at this. I HAVE TO. what's the point of having a blog if i don't keep it up? this is supposed to be the grown up me. i can use tumblr for everything but i should at least be grown up sometimes.

i need to start following the lists i make for myself. i need to start saving to do things. i need to start cleaning up after myself more. i need to catch up on everything i do. i need to pay melissa back. I NEED TO BE ON TOP OF THINGS